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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004

7:46 pm

thoughts i find, when a person does something thats rather repeative, there mind starts to wander off. i dont know why, it just does, well mine does anyway. that was the case today when i was at work. im doing a repeative job thats pissing me off by the minute and my mind starts going all over the map. I starting to think about shit like, who'll win the cup this year, what im gonna eat for dinner, what would happen if i decided to quit my job and become a difter, do i need a new toothbrush?, i wonder if i should start watching snl again?, and i even starting thinking about this girl i had a crush on in high school but didnt tell anybody (i couldnt even remember her name). at this point my mind starts thinking about something else. why the hell did i start thinking about her? thats when it hit me, what the hell is a thought? where the fuck does it come from? are we even in control of our thoughts? i believe that when your mind is wandering off, thats you losing all control over irrational thought. your brain just has had enough of your boring everyday babble, cause you have to admit, when your mind wanders, its kinda fun to think about all the shit that ran threw your mind, (except when your trying to sleep, i hate when my mind wanders then, 'just shut up and go to sleep', i think. im sure, no no, almost postive that my idea is completely and utterly false. im no scientist of the brain (im sure that theres a more proper term for that, but oh well) but i like to think about shit like that. the weird part?, its probably just my brain thinking this shit up, because its bored of its repeative job, so its mind is wandering. did i just write that my brain has a mind and it wanders?...man, i gotta stop drinking...  Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)